I have tried to write this post a thousand times. There are no words to explain how much this weekend meant to me. This is my extended family and many people will never understand why in the world we would still get together the way we do. Simple. I love them. They love me. We have lost some members, but we have gained more. This year, my weekend at Pajaro Dunes included watching Forzen twice with my cousin’s daughter, meeting my…