I Want

I’ve been thinking a lot about my blog lately. I’ve been worried about numbers, who has or hasn’t read my blog, and what I need to post. After talking it over with my husband, I have come to the conclusion that none of that needs to matter. I do care about all of that, but Rome wasn’t built in a day. Over the past few weeks I have just dreading over how many people haven’t been reading my blog. I can only attempt to explain why this means so much to mean. The only way I can express the way I feel is in small sentences, so please bare with me.

I want my blog to mean something.
I want to get up knowing that people read what I write every day.
I want to create something that is worth people’s time to read.
I want to create a spot in the big internet world where people can come and know that this is a safe place. They can trust me and what I write.
I want to attend blog conference and bond with other girls who are and have been in the place that I am.
I want to build new friendships.

Am I the only one who feels this way? Sometimes I feel like I’m all alone in this blog world, even though there are so many different people with different views.

With all of that being said, the conversation that I had with my husband turned into what we can do to make these dreams a reality. So there is going to be some changes around this blog. Positive and good changes, but changes none the less. I’m excited.